Saturday, December 03, 2005

happy hollidays YA-YOU!

SO YOU THINK SPECIAL PEOPLE HAVE A GREAT TIME,
ESPECIALLY AT CHRISTMAS DO YOU .......
YOU GOTTA PICTURE THIS
AN INTELLIGENT MID AGED 99 POUND
LONE FEMALE,JUST TRYING ,TO LIVE....NOT UNLIKE
MEEE
WHAM.........(VICTIM).
she talks ,incomprehensible,CAUSE ,OF UNWANTED
SURVELLANCE POSSIBLE ,AS USUAL
OR EXPECTS ME ,TO CATCH ON....
LIKE I AM A FREAKIN' MIND-READER ,IN CASE SOMEONE'S LISTENING,
AND BELIEVE ME: THE LOWER YOU GO THE MORE A THING CALLED NUTTY ROOMATES
IN YOUR LIFE
SHOULD COME TO MIND
NO PRIVACY
SHIT IN THE BAG OCCASSIONALLY
NO NORMAL FREEDOM
AT ALL
SHE SAYS:
that the guy upstairs ,or the girl downstairs ;
i cant ,understand a thing,OR GET A STRAIGHT ANSWER
AND ,I KNOW SHES NOT NUTS,
now she claims pimps' mom comes ,to visit her !
OH MY GAUD,
THATS WHY SHE HAS TO TALK TO HIM!
i said ,so ....
you're helpless and ,got an ignoramus
Afro-American clan mom ,after you too
that weighs 400 pounds,
WITH ANOTHER DELINQUENT KIDson , BESIDES ....
THIS LETHAL HASBEEN; LATE TWENTIES; PIMP SON?
....NATURALLY
SHE DIDNT ANSWER ME.....
(cause, that's who i saw deliver the meals she gives to me she wont ALWAYS eat...)EXTREMELY-low quality garbage ;no one should pay for ,from meals on wheels, IF that's the quality; forget about it
-MORE TORTURE (CAN YOU PICTURE IT ;FORCING THAT ON SOME POOR OLDER AMERICAN EVERYONES WAITING TO BURY AND FLEECE,BESIDES;I CANT IMAGINE EATING IT OR BEING MADE OR EXPECTED TO EAT THAT -EVEN IF STARVING?!)MEALS ON WHEELS;WHO KNEW; LIVE AND LEARN; UNLESS IT'S PRIVY, TO LOVELY REVERE,MA.
you know Ignorant ted, my homicidal bro., or coco, MAFIA-BOTTOM-FEEDER;small ,as he is.... could handle this no cops no FBI needed
i cant ,
cause coldAZZZZZZZZZ callus basket cases run over my rights, when i make a move, or say anything ,in a BIG G.D., uproar riot on me already ;JUST waiting to pounce ;no matter what i do ,but alone i can defend myself,BUT THEY ARE USUALLY ARMED,TOO.
CAN YOU GET MY DRIFT YET EAT THIS GARBAGE;WE HAVE A WHOLE POLICE FORCE READY TO EXPLODE ON YOU AND YOUR TEENY GIRLFRIENDS OR RICH MOM AND DOMS AT ANYTIME
AND WE GOTTA SELF RIGHTEOUS PLAN FOR YOU TOO YOU BETTER FOLLOW AFTER WE HAVE OUR CHRISTMAS ETC...
NO ONES DEALING WITH THESE UNPLEASANT MATTERS
ONCE: BIG ,IN THE PAST ,AND NOW THAT THE CHEST OF MONEY AND BODIES ARE ALL TUCKED AWAY....NO ONES HANDLIN' SLIMELY LEVEL-MATTERS NOW EITHER; STILL PENDING.
CAN YOU TELL:i dealt with nuts 10 times bigger than me all my life.they don't scare me but, the pressure to deal with this slime NOW...cause they killed mom and wasted my fiance and girlfriends to shove me in this shitty lifestyle is baffling
BE LOGICAL I TELL MYSELF; i can't DO CHRISTMAS!
, IN 5 YEARS....
DID I ask,for, or DESERVE THIS !?NO G.D.WAY.....
i should be ,w/ who i love and, they should be alive,W/ ME
RITE NOW,LIVING AS WE WERE,IN MODEST LUXURY today
enjoying the holidays
and happy days
with me
at nightly dinners,
NORMAL PEOPLE ;FUNNY JOKES ABOUT TROUBLES
NORMAL; BOT ;SHOPPED FOR, AND, COOKED FOOD,
and going home,
etc.talking ,to nice-people ;socializing ,
always nice clothes....
mom and my female associates; can't be replaced,
too g.d.classy for this world i guess,
CAUSE LOOK ,AT WHAT I GOT, NOW.....
if this is the g.d.world now ,as it stands...
ya ;
we got laws...
.
WHERE??????

who do you THINK did the famous 'red lite joke'ANYWAY,SANTA CLAUSE?! SAINT NICK GETTING CLOSE.....!???RECALL THE JOKE ABOUT WHY THE MINORITY DIDNT STOP FOR THE REDLITE OR WENT AND SAID THATS FOR THEM
THAT FAMOUS REDLITE JOKE WAS NOT DONE BY SOME OTHER MINORITY IT WAS ME!!!!!
no not some i was born a poor black child b.s I DID IT there's so many
M and M.s
in the world
calling themselves me (LITTERALLY EM,AND,EM PLAGIARISTS ;ReMEMBER? ;SLIM SHADY AND YOU OWN IT...ETC ETC,)
and EVERYONE'S ,so G.D.happy I'm dead
i can't breathe like this,
ANYMORE!
ya
"BREATHE"
-CORS?!IRELAND??
YA RITE:
(BREATHE-NO PUN INTENDED ON ANOTHER NUMBER ONE SONG I DID SOMEBODY SLIMED OFF WITH....TO TASTE THE FAME AND MILLIONS)

i don't stop if the lites for everyone else JOKE REMEMBER THAT INFAMOUS DESCRIMINATION JOKE YET????
I
can't recall...now,
too g.d.upset
TOO SHOCKED ,to live ,another day thru this;like this,AND, ON TOP OF CHRISTMAS BEING A SECRET MAGIC MIRACLE, FOR FOOLS ,JUST AROUND THE CORNER,ON TOP ,OF THAT DISAPOINTMENT COMING ,IF THERE REALLY IS A
PIMPS '- MOM ,AKA big mamba ....after her;AND ,
I HAVE TO SEE ,ANOTHER
helpless senior citizen
,that even the LOCAL-lowlife cops want, put away
so they can STORM her house ,for themselves GRAB SOMEMORE FOR THEMSELVES AND THEIR "SPECIAL PEOPLE'
and THEIR indigent -MINDED -RELATIVES.
i cant let it happen,
not ,again,
but
I'd love ,to blame the victim THIS TIME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
IN HISTORY DOES
RIGHT ,NOW....
and say :
WELL;
SHE CAUSED THE G.D.PROBLEM ,
SHE ATTRACTED THE VICE AND LOWLIFE
RIPPOFFS
GET LOST
SHES,WITH THE LOWLIFE;
GET AWAY FROM ME
SO, PUT HER AWAY ,TOO ;
I HAVE NO MORE TOLERANCE LEFT,
FOR "YOUR PROBLEMS" ....but,
i unfortunately....
see the truth ,
and i see,IN HINDSITE:
IT WAS PROBABLY ALL ME,AND MY FAULT
IF I KNEW I DID A SONG WHY DID I LET RELATIVE LOOSERS GET RICH
BIG HEART OR STUPID MIND
I AM IN THIS AND EVERYONES DEAD OR WORSE....BECAUSE
WHAT :i ,underestimated myself ,(BECAUSE I AM A SLAVE EVEN ,IN THE FAMILY?),
I SHOULD HAVE REACTED AND KILLED ANYONE ON THE SPOT WHO TOUCHED MY SONGS AND LAFFED AT ME EVEN FOR ONE G.D.SONG
I DIDNT KNOW WHO I WAS,so much AT THE TIME
WAY BACK A LONG TIME AGO
BEFORE IT GOT THIS FAR..
....i let this all happen,
NO I CANT EVEN CHOOSE THE SLAVE LIFE IN WITTNESS PROTECTION NOW
LET ALONE AFFORD THE LUXURIES OF BEING A SLAVE AND A SINGER,
AT THE SAME TIME?!!!!....SO......
TO INVESTIGATORS OR PRESS OR ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE THAT MAY HAVE QUESTIONS OR IGNO OPINIONS OR WANT TO OR MAY HAVE TO SOMEDAY TALK TO,me,ABOUT the HOLLYWOODWATERGATE-STYLE
SNUFF,
AND RIPPOFFS ....
just don't make me keep, understating myself
JUST,cause you can't believe what THE HELL i really did,in this life.
WHAT IF I SAW TAMMY WYNETT ,IN THIS SLIME LIFE LIVING NEXT DOOR????
YA CANT HAPPEN
WELL IT DID TO ME
SO HAVE A NICE DAY TO YOU, TOO
HAVE A VERY MERRY XMAS
AND TO ALL A GOOD G.D. NITE AND HAPPY FLIPPIN'NEWYEAR ,IN 2006.
I CANT THINK OF A G.D.THING ,TO CELEBRATE EVEN ,IF I COULD
IF I'M LUCKY
I WILL GET DRUNK.(USUALLY CAN'T GET INTO,
THAT EITHER,BUT IT'S A LOW UN-EDUCATED PASSTIME,
NOT UNLIKE SMOKING....I KNOW:
....GET SICK AND ,DIE
PARTY-TIME,
FOR WANNABE INCURABLY WRINKLED
BARINDAMAGED
GRASS-SENILETY ,FOREVER
LAY BACK-PEEPOE
....YA JUST DO IT
IT'S XMAS!
....)...,SO ,THATS MY "PEAK"
LEFT ALIVE, NOW,IN THIS DODOLAND.......
WELL;HERE'S MY JOKE ,
FOR THE END ,OF THE SEASON:
SHOULD CONVICTED MURDERERS HAVE ,TO REGISTER IN A TOWN ,BEFORE
THEY MOVE IN AND, LIVE THERE,IN THE COMMUNITY!?
WELL no ,but unconvicted ones definatley should!